I might ask occasionally say stuff like not to forget about me etc etc. but this does not mean I'm jealous whatsoever. If you really think that way then fret not, I will not ask you anymore. Anw, you told me not to care. Being busy with school doesn't mean I don't care about my friendships, people close to me should know I don't usually go around fb walls posting 'i love/miss you' stuffs. So not me. I was actually looking forward to the holidays with you but I changed my mind the last minute. So ironic how everything can change so suddenly. The day before, I was actually planning to ask you out after my post on your wall and then this came. Sincerely, I am happy for you. Doing well in poly & so. I have no plans of using this to hint you that I am jealous wth. I don't know why but everytime when you're not around us, you seem like a changed person. Maybe its because I had those flashbacks of us during sec sch, in the toilet, where we both agreed that we find it dxxx.. lead to me getting mad. Just give me sometime to accept this.

Stop here, loss of words.