Candice

Yearning for more freedom

2011-06-21T17:31:00.009+08:00

on 18 June 2011

SPFCC Camp 11/12

2011-06-11T23:59:00.006+08:00

Notes01: I enjoyed the 2 full day SPFCC Camp, very much!

Happy Birthday Bao

2011-06-09T00:06:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday my best friend,

Amazing times, we always spend.

Laughter and jokes are common place,

Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,

Always wish to have you near.

We get along, like bread with honey,

A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,

Gratitude; no need to declare.

Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,

Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,

I’m excited to attend.

This birthday poem, is just for you,

A great big smile is overdue.

Wanted to sms you this poem I found online

but ya it's too long and plus it's found online!

We Fought for Nothing

2011-06-02T23:23:00.008+08:00

I might ask occasionally say stuff like not to forget about me etc etc. but this does not mean I'm jealous whatsoever. If you really think that way then fret not, I will not ask you anymore. Anw, you told me not to care. Being busy with school doesn't mean I don't care about my friendships, people close to me should know I don't usually go around fb walls posting 'i love/miss you' stuffs. So not me. I was actually looking forward to the holidays with you but I changed my mind the last minute. So ironic how everything can change so suddenly. The day before, I was actually planning to ask you out after my post on your wall and then this came. Sincerely, I am happy for you. Doing well in poly & so. I have no plans of using this to hint you that I am jealous wth. I don't know why but everytime when you're not around us, you seem like a changed person. Maybe its because I had those flashbacks of us during sec sch, in the toilet, where we both agreed that we find it dxxx.. lead to me getting mad. Just give me sometime to accept this.

Stop here, loss of words.

Santa, Macbook Air Please I Demand

2011-06-01T21:04:00.007+08:00

13 inch, 128GB

EP - Mr Lee Ee Tat

2011-05-25T23:50:00.006+08:00

During some point of the journey, they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand:

Today my best friend slapped me in the face.

They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but his friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:

Today my best friend saved my life.

The friend, who had slapped and saved his best friend, asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand, and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand, where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away, but when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.

Learn to write your hurts in the sand and to carve your blessings in stone.

Duck & Daisy

2011-04-16T14:37:00.003+08:00

ANDY CHUA THE PHOTOGRAPHER

i knew she's doing smth weird

2011-04-03T19:34:00.002+08:00

I love my holiday, every single day of it up till now &
still got alot of stuffs to settle arghhhhhhheeeee

Flying hair wooo

2011-04-03T19:29:00.003+08:00

We flooded the bathroom

2011-03-27T16:04:00.010+08:00

INTRODUCING... MY NEW FRIENDS...

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MR. ORANG!

MRS. ORANG

AND PRATTY GALS

We flooded the bathroom when we bathed together!

Launched Jayse Rae!

2011-03-26T01:51:00.001+08:00

Hello to anyone reading this post!
Jayse Rae's launched on 25 May 2011, Friday.
Click on the banner below & hope on down to the web now!

Scenery

2011-03-25T02:28:00.005+08:00

Scenery here from my dads apartment makes me feel like
I'm living the high life you know!!!

AND IT'S DAMN WINDY!

From Priscilla: We ended up bathing together while taking turns to shit.
Just that my was watery. Then we ended up watching indonesian
reality ghost show where we had to translate it ourselves into some porn convo.
But it was only because her dad(our translator) was asleep! But then
again she's bian tai by nature.

Okay, goodnight now.

Bunnies

2011-03-25T02:11:00.005+08:00

Introducing Sally & Bong Bong in my home in Jakarta!

They are lovers...

And they like to stick together.
Well Sally (the one with the red eye) likes to pee
and Bong Bong (with the eyeliner) likes me!

3 More Days to 22nd

2011-03-19T18:08:00.007+08:00

(Pict from magazine found in FROLICK hahaha)
I'll be leaving on 22 March - 28 March with Pris.
Reason why I missed CLS camp and SPFCC outing zzz.
Please miss & wait for me my friends!!!

jibeh gajima baby

2011-03-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

Go try this if you like curry rice.

Presentation may be bad but curry sauce is damn thick and rice is sticky!

CHEAP CHEAP.

14MARCH11

2011-03-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

POST TO COMMEMORATE

THE DATE OF MY FIRST DANCE LESSON.

CRAMPS SUCK

2011-03-12T20:12:00.007+08:00

TODAY, I spend my day on the bed with my blanket on my stomach due to menstrual cramps, one of the worst in my life. So I'm very bored. I tried to talkbox the very extremely few people I know on talkbox but I guess their busy cause I receive no reply. So I got even more depressed and bored and emotional so I found a K drama to watch, called Take Care of The Young Lady but till episode 4, I lose interest cause I don't really like the plot. So I talkboxed again and receive little to no reply and now here I am blogging!

Little little things that happened throughout 2010 got me to what I am now, not perfect but happy. Yep, I know it's kinda late to start having my resolutions now haha.

2010 // MILESTONE
Whatever thats on my mind now is, I'm still in close in contact with 7 angels (no they are not that great) bestowed to me since sec sch! Seriously we've gone quite for, all of us know each others 'dirty secrets' like or pi sai stuff. All my family members are fat and still happy. I got met new friends VHJC + Nice classmates = Combo for a peaceful & productive polylife and got GPA above 3.0 (but can be improved to be above 3.5 hehe!) Did not manage to join the CCA I'm interested in which is SP DANCE but at least I tried for the dance audition, so no regrets! Instead I decided to pursue dance outside. Found various dance schools which lead me to the best! My BOB-P.C Wen Ping decided to persist on JAYSE RAE with me. I am happy! I hope we can gain some knowledge and skills from it and use it as an opportunity to learn responsibility and practice teamwork. Whatever happens to Jayse Rae, I am glad that we've tried. My room got revamped which is much neater and spacious just what I like. Goals that are not completed in 2010 are being pushed into 2011!

2011 // CHECKLIST
Get my butt into Studiowu with my beloved girls. (I need to exercise)
GPA 3.5 and above! (THIS IS A MUST! I WILL BE DAMN HARDCORE!)
Launch Jayse Rae with my bff BOB - P.C Wen Ping.
Reconnect with old friends.
Practice the art of appreciation on myself.
And more... to be brainstormed after my cramps.

xx
It's been so long since I'm wordy.

3 Fave. Quotes

2011-03-11T13:53:00.002+08:00

Quotes are not created by me (just the pictures),
I happen to chance upon them and fell in love with them.

I read horoscopes but I believe that the 'rules' can be broken by people.
Which is why people are unique.

We Are Yellow Daisies

2011-03-10T13:29:00.004+08:00

HAHAH OMG was clearing my iphone photos and saw this!

I must share this one damn funny!

Most of you probably would understand whats going on!

"ugly & grumpy" VS "heheheh must reveal ugly look"
"noooo, blocks with bolster" VS "hahahahaha"

Holidays are precious

2011-03-05T18:19:00.008+08:00

My last update was 1-2 months ago! Told ya I'm not frequent =). From the start of new year it has been busy for me in school. I am piled up with tons of projects and reports following by exam but I managed to survive the whole ordeal.

(Evidence)

I remember myself complaining about work and studies during secondary school (I live 2 block away from my sch). Comparing to the present situation I am in, travel to and fro for 45mins to SP plus the load work etc, seondary is much easier and fun! I can even run home during break for a quick meal when I was hungry. Some Jonas will always come home with me to eat what granny tay (the old & kawaii goddess) cooked.

I have my plans long ago during exam period. Up till now, I am still on time in completing my to-do list. I've revamped my room! I welcome all to come and enjoy + give me the chance to show off, just give me a call or drop me an sms! Pris and I are planning to launch Jayse Rae during April. Date will be confirmed soon, please give us your support! We would really appreciate it!

(Please ignore my damn small eyes when I smile..)

Darling Koh

2011-01-21T20:06:00.004+08:00

Message from Sandy, received on December 30, 2010.

"Ok dua. I admit I got I got bad habit of not replying msgs. I have the tendency to read and leave it there. That one I apologise. I know I never give suggestions but you should know I'm those kind of quiet one. I don't really give suggestions. I'm fine with anywhere. Yes I wanna go out with you all. I'm not ignorant and yes I'm not like I don't give a damn. Idk how to say but I'm more like the anything kind."

Seriously! She never in once told me this kind of stuff before so I'm gonna save this up and show it to all JONAS

Sorry Dua ♥

SP 2011 Resolution

2011-01-12T15:41:00.006+08:00

One of the reasons why I love SP is because simply
by revealing your 2011 resolution gains you 2 free movie tickets.
"Quit Feeling Inferior" is my 2011 resolution!

Priscilla What Is This?

2011-01-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

Pris I found this post, 10/28/2008, as a draft.
WHATS UP SIA HAHA!

Timbaland

You're out of time & all you've got is 4 minutes, tiket tiket 4 minutes eh! (x4)

Madonna

If you want it, go and buy it.

If you bought it, better make sure you read.

If you feel it, you must be crazy.

Cause Edward is, always in love with me.

Together

Time is waiting, you've only got 4 minutes to buy the book.

No hesitating, the salesman says no more stock.

No more, no more, no more, no more.

- Music -

Whisper: We've only got 4 minutes, buy the book!

Hi, I'm Edward(P), And I'm Bella(C)

And you must support us to buy the book!

What I Learnt In Class Today

2011-01-05T19:28:00.009+08:00

Cheap sunglasses have a black coating there just to make the glasses look like sunglasses but it actually does not have the UV coating that protect your eyes from harmful UV Light. SG have plenty of UV light due to the super sunny weather. So when you wear those cheap sunglasses your pupil will open up due to the black coating to allow more light to enter (to improve vision) but what also enters are the UV light because the damn 'sunglasses' doesn't have any UV protection coating so after a few years your eyes will be damaged. I am so gonna throw away my cheap sunglasses.

If you really love your cheap stylo glasses (like me), thr are 2 solutions. You will have to wear contact lenses(contact lenses these days protects eyes from UV) beneath the cheap glasses OR you wear the stylo glasses at night only.

BEAR CHUNG

2010-12-27T18:05:00.002+08:00

BEAR, MY AUNT STILL DONT UNDERSTAND. SHOULD I GIVE IN TO HER CAUSE ITS HER DAUGHTER OR I SHLD I MAKE MY STAND?

Some Leftovers

2010-12-27T14:33:00.005+08:00

Still feeling the fun! Sian dg report now :-(

Merry Xmas III!

2010-12-26T00:31:00.004+08:00

Merry Xmas II

2010-12-25T21:09:00.004+08:00

Havin slumber @ qiens, I feel happy and full.

Merry Xmas Part I!

2010-12-25T14:09:00.006+08:00

Let me present: My early morning Chinese Christmas!
You can see from the bottom right corner of the picture, that are my fried turkey wings and from the top middle are my fried turkey drumsticks! Well the rest are just some other american christmas dishes you know.

Everyone in like crowding around the ready cooked bee hoon in their pyjams, well not me man. I'm totally in my thailand tshirt! Oh yah the long haired guy there, is my uncle who is trying to have the same hairstyle as kim hyun joong hehe.

So many presents? But only 2 belong to me?

JONAS THE IS THE SURPRISE PREZ TONIGHT! ^^

JYPNation

2010-12-24T14:59:00.009+08:00

Jonas, take a family portrait like this leh?????

First Cookie Baking!

2010-12-23T00:19:00.003+08:00

Baking is simple. (Recipe by Coach Baker Andy Chua RH)
You just need those ingredients in the picture above. Which is apparently gloves, icing, Betty Crocker's ready made flour, plate, mould and some gloves for hygiene purposes (cause some people like me unfortunately have sweaty palm so if I mould the dough with my hand, hahaha! All the JOS will be eating my sweat but sweat is salty though, shouldn't taste so bad.) I will only do this to the people I dislike shht.

I always wonder how this pile of umm become cookies.

TADA! End product looks aye not bad lah huh?
I think its the wrapping and my camera effect that made it look so amazing...

SO where did all the failed cookies go to...

Haha, not entirely to Wanda la, I contributed to reduce waste thank you thank you.

First time baking on my own was fun, you know I will learn another recipe again! Definitely cause I like to eat and I hope I can cook for myself in the future and for da people I love!
Xin fu right.

Christmas Pressie

2010-12-18T20:25:00.004+08:00

A Pet Please???
Since pri sch, evil santas promised me one after PSLE.
Secondary sch, evil santas said after O Levels.
Now what...? Aft my diplomas yeah?

Cannot wait for christmas slumber with Jonas and trio cheese pizza in my stomach.
I know what to get for christmas present for Jonas please qi dai k.

Words I Hate

2010-11-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

I don't like it when you say you not part of it.
I don't know if you mean it or not, but if so, we should just not talk.

Disney!

2010-11-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

Wanna watch this! Tangled (Previously known as Rapunzel), Nov 24 =)

beaute et de la

2010-11-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

My world revolves around my family, my friends and myself.
This is what I know very clearly and there's absolutely nothing wrong about it!

8) Candice

2010-10-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

FEELS HELPLESS.

FS Rules

2010-10-24T17:06:00.001+08:00

Scenario #1: Drifting Apart

You've always been tighter than new Doc Martens®. But now things have changed. She no longer wants to jog with you. She'd rather hit the chat rooms. Or she's become crazed about hanging with her new love interest. Your CD-burning sessions are just a memory.

It's a bummer when old buddies start having less in common. But sometimes these out-of-syncs don't last. It might be worth trying to get into your friend's new interest (not counting your best bud's new love, of course!). Or you might try something new on your own. Or meet some new folks who like doing the things you enjoy. Another thing to try is (gasp!) talking to your friend about it - in a non-in-your-face, -this-is-your-fault way. If you feel too emotional, try writing a thoughtful letter. Let it sit a couple of days, and read it again. The goal is telling how you feel, not "winning."

Scenario #2: Fights

"Yes, he is." "No, he isn't." The argument could continue for eternity.

No matter how sure you are that you're right, friendship is based on (sing it, Aretha!) R-E-S-P-E-C-T:

Since you and your bud aren't clones, you will disagree sometimes!

Is it really worth fighting over? If it's trivial, or you're not going to agree no matter what, why not give it up? Agree to disagree and get on with life.

Friends have differences of opinion without putting each other down.

Even if you'll never agree - try to see the other person's viewpoint. At least honor his right to have his own opinions.

Never get physical. Violence can make a small problem into a life-altering disaster.

Scenario #3: End of the Road

Nah not gonna happen/will not let it happen!

Baby Mani Monie???

2010-10-23T19:43:00.010+08:00

Introducing Mani/Monie/Maa Nie/Mhah Nhie

(Are there better fortune names...
My aunt wants it to be called $$$ but I don't want!)

Always sleeping.
(This is before I bought its little orange house,
I'm not a bad owner okay, I bought it a house alr!)

Always eating.

Opps I posted the wrong vid but lazy reupload next time k :(

To Verona

2010-10-12T21:44:00.006+08:00

I'm rotting @ home since 11oct, just being a couch potato! Enjoyed every second of it but I'm getting bored of it too! Well of you're looking for some romance, watch Letters to Juliet! It's reeeeaaaally nice, one of the best I've ever seen. (Just watched it on my iPhone hehe!) The scenes in the movie are in Verona, Italy if I'm not wrong. I swear I must go there once in my life!

"I want to go to Verona and write to Juliet."

Was suppose to publish a post about my trip to RWS but the whole post got screwed up after I did it like for a few hours. I don't think I want to do the whole post again.
Anyways I'm looking forward to Sentosa & Flying Fox tmr. :-)

Hungrily Studying

2010-09-15T00:52:00.005+08:00

HELLO FUN!

2010-09-14T14:18:00.003+08:00

Just 3 Days!

Feeling Determined

2010-09-13T21:27:00.008+08:00

I am so going to learn how to bake! Want to make an iphone cake and well brain cakes certainly looks ugggg but taste nice! OKAY, LOOK FORWARD!

Featuring my love

2010-09-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

screenior citizen SEPTEMBER 12

An old person who spends all his/her time at the computer or television.

My grandma spends all her time at the computer now that I taught her to surf the web. She's a screenior citizen.

-urban dic

Sent from my iPhone

Today is 8 Sep

2010-09-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hpy bday moo thank u!

Sent from my iPhone

I don't want brain tumor.

2010-09-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

I've never ever fainted in my life. Okay except during p5 when I was called up early in the morning by my mom to go pray at few diff locations for the whole morning wout having my breakfast. But since then I have never.

2010's first time was on the train ride. It all started with cold sweat, breathing difficulties, dizziness but I manage to find a place to squat and lucky I'm nearing Dover.

Today was the second time. It also happened on the train. It was a worser experience than the first. At je, cold sweat, breathing difficulties then I can't hear anything (as if some1 forced cotton buds into my ear). Evrything I heard was muffled, and then I see black spots and dizziness set in.

I shut my eyes because I don't want to know how it's like to be blind. Suffered this ordeal for like 15mins before I reach Dover T.T

Just did some research and the Internet says: Unless you and your healthcare provider are familiar with a condition that causes you to faint, such as with situational fainting, fainting is cause for a hospital visit.

I really don't want another injection or get to know that I have some underlying illness 'cancer?!?' at 17...

Sent from my iPhone

BASMIC Proj

2010-09-02T12:31:00.006+08:00

OUR BEEYOTIFAL BASMIC PROJECT! @ HUI XIN & JASMIN TEH

First and Best

2010-09-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

I know it's a wee bit early but I GOT MY FAV FIRST BDAY PREZZY this year! Now I've got another 1 more tick on my wishlist all thanks to Wanda's magical wand (which is her purse).

Wanda, I know you rarely visit my blog (or never), and I know this may not be your best picture but I just want to let everyone know who this magical person is! Long live fs!

Godfingering

2010-08-29T18:43:00.000+08:00

I find my river efficient it can provide to 7 fisherman!

FRESH FLOWERS

2010-08-25T17:01:00.002+08:00

I just redesigned my blogskins and got all my links working and stuff, i feel so achieved! Shall find one more day to clear dead links. I always get the urge to complete my task when exams are coming up and I certainly am' not studying right now.

ok, coming up - completion of chapter virology!

SHITTER ISLAND

2010-08-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

I just watched Shutter Island and I think I'm going mad because the movie is so complicated I thought I know what's going on but when I finish I realise what I know was wrong and what I doubted wrong is correct and the movie is just so deep I feel as thought I'm back to YSS reading my literature book trying to decipher the deepest meaning of all but the movie was even much more deeper than my literature book I think I not that good in literature to really go decipher it so in the end I feel as if I got cheated.

Wow, in one shot I typed the whole para out I feel really uneasy now...

Life

2010-07-27T23:45:00.009+08:00

I got this email from my uncle in msia!

This is a story of a 16 year-old boy from New Hampshire, England who won the World's Shortest Essay competition. He was awarded a scholarship at the University of Harvard for his imagination and humour.... Here's an example of absolute brilliance......

Shortest Essay: An English university creative writing class was asked to write a concise essay containing the following elements:

Religion, Royalty, Sex, Mystery. The prize-winner wrote:

'My God,' said the Queen, 'I'm pregnant. I wonder who the father is'.

This is annoyingly cute

2010-07-23T16:24:00.001+08:00

Mondays are long days

2010-07-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

It's sunday, the day we love and hate because it signals the end of the week... I try to tell myself school is not that bad. Actually is isn't that bad but workload, decision-makings and results are such turn offs. I wish gfs were with me, they resemble sunshine... no. They resemble beds? Because bed gives me support and make me happy.

I really detest lonely nights like this. Here I am now sitting in front of my comp reading my ultra thick microbiology textbook typing notes to help for my revision while all my family members are asleep. Uncle just went to Japan and my grandma is leaving Yishun to Hougang or something. It's really sad. To think back, I use to spend weekends in my bright noisy living room laughing/quarreling my ass off with my family members and friends. How I wish someone would just pick a fight with me now.

I need my mom or dad here with me. I need them to stay the night with me. I need someone to watch late night movies with me, snatch my popcorn and nag me. I need life.

I feel so... emotionless.

3

2010-07-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

Who on earth said the 3 was a bad number.
It just made my life easier.
2 in need, 1 to help. It's always like this.

Of course, if 8 were to stay impact, it would be great.
I loved the whole package most. <3

Tdy is bad day.

2010-07-01T21:31:00.005+08:00

I FEEL SO MOODY THE WHOLE DAY. My heart feels so heavy like its sinking down to my stomach so I don't really feel like eating. (Hope its not aspartame attack.)

Then some stuff just need to further pull me down. I really see what you people are now.

I manage to got 2A's but my classmates are all going A*, I seriously need to buck up.
Can anyone spare me a compliment please, at least I still scored some A's...

Competitive or is it just me.

giggly day

2010-06-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

A new school term started and school was better than what i thought it was. I got back my first paper, it was actually the paper i dread the most: AP Chem but guess what! HAHAHA, I manage to pass my paper this time! I feel so encouraged I think I'm gonna revise more and set a higher aim. Hmm...

Boo, I received more assignments... Was looking forward to BMTC but it totally crashed with SPFCC AGM and CLS AGM! Anyway if there were no BMTC, I would have to crack my brain and roll the dice to decide on which AGM to attend so I should thank god that there is a BMTC Fieldtrip now eh? Hehe ironic. ^^

It's a special day tomorrow, I am unable to go for my CCA'S meeting again! *Guilty*

B, Every planning, every little detail, meeting place, timing was planned with effort. It may not cost us much effort, true but hope you'll still appreciate it. worth to quarrel and sacrifice relationships over this matter...?

From my tumblr

2010-06-27T17:53:00.002+08:00

fuckyeahfatspo:

mysteriousdancing:sadierushen:omgfran:frickitskay:my-spontaneous-splashes-of-love:followmeunder:fuckyeahmarieprevost:adancerdances:sendmeunder:

“This is me. Society tells me that I am overweight, that I am not pretty. Life tells me that I am unloved and I have never been kissed. For years I have struggled with my thoughts, thinking I was fat, and it has gotten so bad recently that I’ve thought about making myself puke, thought about working out until I can’t breathe. But that is not how I want to live my life. That is not how anyone should live their life. Do not fall under the pressures of society. Be confident in your body, something I was never capable of doing. No one should have to go through what so many people, including myself, go through every day. It will be a wonderful day when girls like me are considered beautiful, but until that day I will keep dieting, I will keep crying everytime I try on a bikini, I will keep exercising until I can barely breathe

To all the girls that think the way I do, don’t crack under the pressure. You are all beautiful. No one should have to stop eating or start puking just to get a ‘perfect body.’ You definition of a perfect body is whatever the hell you want it to be. There will always be people like you who understand and who will listen to what you’re going through and help you get through it in a healthy way.

Please reblog so that every girl on tumblr, all of you beautiful, has something to believe in. You all need to know how beautiful you are. Don’t give up hope girls. We can change society’s mind. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise

I am beautiful.”

gettin' use to it

2010-06-16T21:57:00.010+08:00

Floating around at home all day today but tmr will be the day I go out! Muahahahaha.
Doing projects relared to foreign talents, spectrophotometer, animals, etc.. these opened up my perspectives yeah so somehow education is not only in classroom but isn't holiday suppose to be relaxing & work-load free?

You said you really wanted to spend time during your hols with us - 11.30pm

Made me cry throughout

2010-06-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTc3NjA5NTgw.html

i need a break from EVERYTHING.

2010-06-14T20:24:00.008+08:00

1) Is it really my fault to ask you why you need so much money? I didn't demand an answer from you. You ego fella. If you want to live in/with some cold hearted family go ahead. They won't bother to question you cause they would rather avoid quarrels. Sorry, I need an answer and I don't mind quarelling.

2) Why do I get the blame? If you want to get back on me why not do it immediately. Why act like you were on good terms with me and get back after that? I don't understand.

In the mall we can't walk together. Later on, I got irritated too but how? Who can I tell to at that moment? Ok I told someone but I can't say to more. I can't do anything and the last thing I should do is to shout and give a face and spoil the mood.

Cheesecake, what can I say.
My bad for not being the one getting your cake.

I know if I'm in your shoes, I will be mad but circumstances now will not allow me to be because I really don't want to lose what I have built. Well maybe not all.

3) I hate tv.

4) Fucking nice, one last update before I end my night. People just keep giving me attitude. One by one, nice. Even those close to me.

Character now: So they only wanna hear what they wanna hear.
Character then: It's okay, we're friends let's talk about stuffs we both like.

No I won't say FML. FML!

emily teoh jing hong

2010-06-09T16:40:00.003+08:00

Bao happy birthday! :-) Always enjoy being with you, its always fun and girly and lovin, hehe.
Hope you'll enjoy the times spent with us on yr day! NO TREAT! Okay lah, im fair & square what treat you wantz?

Jh bro, happy birthday too & rlly thank you so much for coaching, can't express how much i appreciate it haha treat u to LJS okay?

huge

2010-06-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

2 more paper and I'm free! I'm dying tomorrow for AP Chem paper. Really need to revise this during hols. ANYWAY, any1 knows when iphone 4g's coming out? I'm dying to get one!!!

Fun Loving Day

2010-05-26T20:01:00.005+08:00

Today is fun loving. What I remembered most about today is all about smiling. I laughed a lot today. Had a fun time with classmates, happy birthday hui xuan! Your cake was delicious! ;-) DBT Party was inspiring, inspired me to work hard. The food was nice too!!! Well... I'm gonna have to face up to my chem test tmr first... I really don't feel like knowing my results.

I really want to do well now. So I'm gonna turn off my computer now.

What I Always Tell Myself

2010-05-24T20:09:00.004+08:00

I suck @ chem+phy. I need 1000x more practice than others.
Just had my first test in SP today and I feel demoralised...
I know I'm gonna flunk it. Sighs but I will keep practising...

Give up and you're a great big loser.

Guilt.

2010-05-22T11:23:00.005+08:00

I feel guilty.
Very guilty because I lied to my aunt about gg to cemetery.
Instead I told her I am gg for night cycling and night supper and she told me not to visit those cemetery if I ever ride past one. Imagine what will happen if I tell her the truth.

"No, I'm not cycling. I'm not going for night supper. I walking straight into a cemetery with my friends to explore."

Well, this is my cca and my cca is really about exploring...
Hope I'm save tonight. GOD BLESS ME.

My Lovely Home

2010-05-17T19:52:00.005+08:00

Home, is where you can scratch your anything without having to worry
about what others(which is your family) think of you.
Home, is where you can smell your bolster like how you smell a lovely sunflower.
Home, is where you can eat anything you like, anytime you want with unlimited quantity.
Home, is where you can hug your cute granny with her cute flabby fats.

There is no place like home,

Home Sweet Home.

Say Yay, Tmr's Friday!

2010-05-13T21:22:00.005+08:00

Saturdays: The day for me to be a pig.

HAPPY BIRD DAY JULIAN.

Happy M's Day

2010-05-09T22:34:00.005+08:00

Yay went for Ip Man 2 with Ann, Jh, Yc and Prissy!
Donnie Yen is damn handsome although he have aged a bit since Ip Man...
Omg then his 'tu di' also handsome!
One bad thing is that I kept havin the urge to fart during the whole movie. I think I ate too many junks throughout the whole day. Should be the sour Manhattan fish, Andy! Put too much lemon. :S

Thanks Jh for tutoring me. :-) I wouldn't have done and learnt so much without you today.

Never be misled and be yourself!
I _ love myself. I am nice and I don't do nasty stuff except for the fact that I love to throw my mucus all around.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MY 3 MOTHERS!

Granny Tay

2010-05-07T18:51:00.003+08:00

I feel like a granny for the past 2 days. Every step I take, every move I make, my muscles ache like hellzxszx. Doc says its because of fever heating up my body. And I saw one of my close friends recently and things wasn't the same anymore. I miss her.

Baby Steps

2010-05-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

I took my first step out and I didn't regret it, AT ALL. :-D
Went for dance clinic! It was fun + tough.
Gg with Bryan boy to check out the dance lessons @ dancefusion yeah! Can't wait!
I love SP. I love CLS Club. I love DBT1A02. I love Family. I love Jonas. I love Candice.

Peace V

Revision 1/50 done only...

2010-05-02T00:58:00.003+08:00

Maybe I shall sacrifice my sleep for tonight cause FREE PREVIEW for starhub tv don't always come. And movies on HBO, STARMOVIES are rlly.. nice. No, addictive. I think I just watched Twilight for the 6th time. It's good that my aunt did not subscribe to it!!!

Didn't know how I plucked up my courage to sign for dancing... I don't know how I can cope with the pressure to dance with a class of people. Espc when I have 0% experience. Oh well, if audition did not go well it should be okay. I am mentally prepared now. Nothing can break me down! I THINK.

Can't wait to go for out of school lessons!!! Why? I don't know. I think it would be fun! ^^

HAHA CLAYTON SRY I KEEP FORGETTING I TELL U I UPLOADING TMR!

I just need one, but I'm glad I'm blessed with some.

2010-04-27T20:28:00.005+08:00

Today was BAD. Way bad. Until late afternoon/evening.
Everything happened so fast. It was this and then that and it just stuck me.
Haven't had this feeling for so long! It's been so long since I wasted water.

COME COME ALL GOOD LUCK COME 2 ME NOW I NEED LUCK!

To the special one, Jas, for your support and presence. It made me feel so much better. Really.
And not forgetting GADOS. I can just crack up when I'm with you these weird ppl.

MY CHUNK OF WORDS FOR TODAY

2010-04-24T13:32:00.008+08:00

Went back to YSS yesterday and I've got that overwhelming feeling inside me when I see choir perform on stage. This is the first and last time I will see my choir girls perform on stage.

YSS Choir: "Girls all of you did a GREAT JOB! Enjoy your time in choir because after you leave YSS, things will turn 360. But I don't mean it will be bad! :-)

Jonas: "Sry girls abt my attitude yesterday, I allowed my emotions get the best of me. Well part of me was really hungry and I really had the craves for mac ytd. Anyway I don't believe that we can't meet anymore in the future. We stay near and initiative is what that brings us back together. Bao you didn't make it for yesterday so you better organise an outing and ask me/the girls out tgt^^!"

-Skip-

Crazily addicted to that damn song and finally i updated my ipod can u believe it?!?! I feel so hip now!!!!!!!!!!! And I finally analyzed. The things in my life that I need to balance is...

1.Family 2.Friends (yss, gados, class) 3.School Work 4.Myself

I NEED to go shopping. I running our of apparels to wear hehe! Hmm, not really but anyway its a girl thing to feel like going shopping so I still wanna go.
I WANT to go for out for an outing. Anything new would be great! Rockband, Kbox, Jurong SP, Bowling, Ice Skating etc. (HINTHINT*) Suddenly have the urge to try stuffs that I'm afraid of, who's up with me?

Crush You Down

2010-04-17T19:16:00.008+08:00

Life has been crazy. Busy, describes my everyday life. I'm really working a solution out to balance everything. My sense of security somehow got lost and I did a reflection about my current 'new' life and I think I did neglect some. Well life's not really bad. My deys should know what I'm talking about. Sometimes people just don't see what you see. I need to talk to someone. I need PCB.. trying leaves you feeling lethargic. I feel like I'm some kind of desperate people leh hahaha, why am I feeling this way.

PCB told me that: What's gonna be mine will be mine, don't have to try so hard. And I'm very glad I have them. I'm starting to miss Jonas & gang.

School work's piling up & I NEED TO STUDY HARD PLAY HARD :-0

--
Post written on 17th.

My legs are breaking!

2010-04-06T21:15:00.001+08:00

I realise that my last post was shitty and unmeaningful lol!

Anw I'm damn tired since camp. Rlly didn't have enough sleep @ all.
I rlly need plenty of sleep and food. -.-
Haven't got the chance to have SUPERDOG just now @ Vivo cos I promise my gran to have her dinner @ home. I must try SUPERDOG one fine day!
Sentosa turned out to be damn AWESOME! Even Hakim and Felis came! Thn there's Kingsley (who got abandoned by TITANS & accepted by GADOS!) I think GADOS really bonded well. I hope we won't have to go our seperate ways when lessons commence. That will be such a waste...

But why I didn't have enough sleep was because,
31 March to 2 April = Camp. (Totally not enough sleep..)
3 April = KL (5am on 3rd out of SG, 5am on 4th into SG and only bought 3 books..)
4 April = Slept @ 6am and woke @ 12pm for pris&en + poon's concert till 10.30pm..
5 April = Work (Slept @ 12am plus and woke at 7.30am and STAND till 10.30pm..)
6 April = Sentosa ( Slept @ 1am and woke @ 8am..)
It's not because I'm a pig okie.

PS: Heard that there's another ROCKBAND outing session coming up and I just can't wait and I'm missing CLS Camp already!!! :-)

sin cos cos sin 3.14159 gados gados oh so fine, we will be the best all times!

IM OUTTA TIME

2010-03-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

IVE NO TIME TO UPDATE MY LITTLE HOUSE.
CLS CAMP'S UP IM SO ANXIOUS AND EXCITED.
IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I WENT TO A CAMP... :-)

HAHA(jumping lyk a monkey),
CANDICE

continue.for.awhile - oh yea I saw mini toy poodle brown @ plc, totally gna get one after i move. my family has been cheating me since p1, they say get me one aft p6. ok and I din get it! sec1 get u one after sec4 o lvl. ok still nv get. ??????????????? poor me!

VOTE FOR ME!

2010-03-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

Actually this was supposedly for moo & gang's(riz, cp, win) VOTE FOR US to be leaders.
But their teacher rejected cos they were suppose to have one each seperately.
So I present them to you... my creation, btw they wanted it to look gay so... :-)

Good things ahead!

2010-03-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

QUOTE FOR MYSELF!

" Promise yourself to be strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
Think of only the best, work for only the best and expect only the best.
Forget the mistakes of the past and press on greater achievements of the future! "

I love my friends.

2010-03-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

I love my friends. Guys+Girls all I love. 2 pictures are missing.
Will upload soon, If I remember. :-)
I'm sure more picts will be up on fridays sleepover @Jean's, haha!

Happy Birthday Mummy Chris!

2010-03-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Mom, Chris! I call her by her name cause she wants me to!
Anyway her b'days on 16th. We're havin' an early one.

I just watch a show on chnl 8, abt Jack Neo's Scandal. I totally forgive Jack Neo.
It's true that things happen for a reason & it takes 2 hands to clap.
So hwaiting! Jack! I support you and your wife and your fam! My granny loves u too!

YAY excited tmr gna go dwn to IT SHOW!!!!!
Finally getting a laptop, thanks to poly. Hahah thank you thank you.
Hope I can bump into Junyi or Jean tmr cuz they're going dwn tmr too.
Who knows maybe I just happen to step on to their feet haha. I'm so gonna wear my thich fat bulky sneakers tmr. SO NO ONE IN THE WORLD CAN STEP ON MY PRETTY LITTLE FEET.

Sry hoon just now can't have dinner with you. :-(

Eh those who haven't pass me the $$ for the broken chair, don't play play ok! Rmb pass me, candice!

Family Values

2010-03-11T16:13:00.004+08:00

I spent few days watching this k.drama: Who Are You?
I havent watch one in a long time already ok! Ever since O level hehe.
TRUST ME, DAMN NICE. (Ok I know I always say this when i finish a show!)
But this show is really nice as in bagus. -.-

For people like Beverley C who loves to watch shows that will make u
cry(50%), laugh(30%), get angry(20%), this is the perfect show for you. :b

If u're interested and bored during your hol,
go to www.tudou.com and key in Who Are You 1A.

Jaysé Rae's Debut!

2010-03-06T21:01:00.007+08:00

Hi guys, recently busy with Jaysé Rae's debut launch.
And finally after my hardwork editing, it's done! Well it may not be perfect or up to your liking yet as I'm still an amateur. Of course I would hope that all of you like it as much as I do.
WOOW I FEEL THE SATISFACTION.
Starting a business like this was never as hard as what I imagined in the past, it's really difficult. You have many decisions to make and risks to take. I seriously owe it to the people in my life and a innie weenie bit of myself to have made it this "far".

Thanks to my model, photographer and most importantly my partners. (-:
Click here to visit Jaysé Rae! Spread the love for me!

PS: Any song suggestion for my blog? :)

My chubby naggy lovable granny pie.

2010-03-03T00:01:00.005+08:00

After days of not posting, I still can't find anything to post cause recently only random stuff happened. Like eating, sleeping, frens invading your house and all of you get mad tgt until 3am.

Anw I'm finally done with SP stuffs and medical checkup. But SP called tdy and told me I did not sign on one of the documents and they're gna send it back to me, oh well. Funny thing is, Standard Chartered Bank called me and ask me if I wanna apply for a credit card and after saying so much t&c to me, I finally get to cut in and reply: but I'm only 16, and the lady hanged up with an awkward laugh. -.-

So you see my life is kinda random now...

Jayse Rae is officially done, we're going to release the debut collection soon!

Please spread the word for me: http://jayserae.livejournal.com/!

Thanks, love you loads.

PS: Anyone's giving away their Bio Textbook, please donate to me!

hot day

2010-02-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

Why horoscopes always knows what I'm thinking?

2010-02-23T14:57:00.003+08:00

Candice,
A home-based business should have two key ingredients for success - a good, solid, supportive partner, and an outstanding creative idea. A little luck and investment from third parties couldn't hurt either. You could find many of the conditions you need are coming into place.

I'm looking for my partner, she's missing. Can anyone tell me where is she. -.-
EMILY TEOH WHERE ARE YOU! I NEED YOU.

PS: Any websites to introduce to mua that has the latest kpops? Pretty Please~

How can you not adore this cute little girl who love to hug and smile?

2010-02-19T20:03:00.012+08:00

Why is my sister better off than me. Why can she have a decent happy-love-filled childhood, why can't I? Why does she get the privilledge of being with my dad every single day and why I'm damn here in SG? This are all my thoughts, previously.

I use to hate my sister. Not to the extreme but just with some detest. Well of course I need to do this 'secretly' cause it'll be kinda awkward between almost everyone including me. But I realise, every visit I make to Jakarta, r/s improves. My mom loves me alot and the same goes for my dad. Grace(lil sis) loves me too! She loves to hugging me, shoving her face into my stomach. I start to love my family there and, I don't feel like coming back anymore. I will definitely miss my friends and family here and this is what that brings me back to SG. Of course I have alot of stuffs undone in SG too and I can't possibly leave my mother there alone. Anyway I'm very much contented now cause I have the best of both worlds: 2moms, 2home. :-P

PS: Mom(Step mom), Mother(The Real Mother of Mine) FYI.

This time round daddy brought me do Puncak, Bandung Kampong and Bandung City. So in total we stayed in 3 different hotel, considered a 4D3N roadtrip. Don't have to mention that its fun plus plus plus great experience! I can't wait to bring all of you to Jakarta with me!!!

Ban Luck Gang 369

Comfy looking right ;)

Up in the mountains.

my crazy cute sis.

Cute?

2010-02-12T16:46:00.004+08:00

Good aft, I'm in Jakarta now! its one hour earlier than SG.
I'm a Jakartian now!
When log in to windows live, with my dad's computer...
I realise that all my emoticons stored in here are all maple character's face.
How crazy was I with maple last time?

2AM & 2PM & Bigbang (L)

2010-02-11T12:27:00.012+08:00

I had multiple quarrel today with one of my dear person.
I'm so pissed but...
I think I can do that: Forgive and Forget.
I can't help but remember the happy times that are worth a million more, than the quarrels.
Friends that are attending JCs are all doing so well. Happy for them but I also feel sad.
Don't ask me why, I don't know either...

-

I'm leaving tomorrow morning to Jakarta, won't be back till 21st. :-)
Will miss all of you. Miss me, email me la haha im aunt agony!

PS: I love Korea! Can I migrate over? Who wants to come with me? I'd really love to live in a cold environment!

SMILE MY FRIENDS

2010-02-07T13:53:00.005+08:00

nice ass ann!

The wind was kinda gr8 so the guys were blown away.
All above r test shots cause my phone was placed on a rubbish bin -.-

:-) Some joys are better explained in silence, as a smile gets more audible than laughter.
I was asked if I enjoyed my friendship with you. I just smiled. It takes a long time to grow an old friend.

Whatev

2010-02-05T21:59:00.006+08:00

Recently, it has been bad for me emotionally.
Fucking bad.

I don't understand why people can do something without realising how much it'll hurt.
Altho, it may not be a great deal to that person.
Hey, I'm a girl, I not always that tolerant, easy, strong. Whatever you say.

Moving on is hah, definitely easy.
Anw I realise fuck is an easy word.

-
Edit: 22:56PM

Nono, I still don't like to say fuck, unless... :-)

I LOVE SAMSUNG F480

2010-02-03T18:00:00.004+08:00

I love my old mobile phone so much that I'm gonna use it back and sell my new phone off.
Well I think I can live happily ever after with my old F480 for another 2 years.
Been having quarrels with my new mobile b7610 recently!

And my ah ma cook sooo nice im eating so much every hour. I've packed my room! 1/2 done, 1/2 to go! Thats all thats happening! Till then... xx

Inspirations dont always come

2010-02-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

GOOD LUCK GOOD FORTUNE YAY

2010-01-31T21:50:00.006+08:00

Ytd my horoscope told me that I should start some business. Haha totally understands me well.

And today:
Candice, Sit down and think about what you need for the future. Then get together with an investment planner and start making it happen. There are some wonderfully supportive aspects that will lead you to good financial advice today. Be careful that you don't spend too much money today.

Ok I never spend too much, below $40. :-)
I bought a cash book from Artbox to keep track of money spendings.

My Aim: To be the richest young girl in Singapore. Well maybe not that high aim. I'll think about this again.

PS: What's gonna stay with me will stay with me. Of course I hope all of you will. Anyway I will miss you people. Good memories are sweet and bad memories make me coming back for more, haha. Don't make sense leh.

ALL GOODLUCK FOR PRE-U/JCS :-)
POLY PEOPLE PLZ DONT SLACK, ASK ME OUT HEHE!

My Blog Vid's Inspirational!

2010-01-30T16:07:00.008+08:00

After so much dingdongdang, I went back to SP and withdrawn my appeal from NYP.

Looking on the bright side:
It's @ least my second choice.
Its Singapore Poly, my dream poly.
It's sciece related, its animal related.
Its not really far, 45mins train, can have a nap.
Jonas is splited fairly well, 3 in NYP, 3 in SP, 2 in outerspace.
I know of Xinru, Kingsley, JunYi, Emily there.

Looking in the cloudy side:

Quite far, needa wake up early.
Not much of my school mates go thr. If you're thr tell me :-(
Ok let's not look here anymore hehe.

Btw Facebook is getting corrupted by some weirdos.
But they're quite entertaining. -.-

Dickson

why

4:11pmCandice

Sry buy I rlly dont know you

4:12pmDickson

k never

mind

u want to see my below?

4:13pmCandice

no thanks.

4:16pmDickson

i like to see girl below

4:16pmCandice

Well go porn.com or smth

plenty

for free

man

u know

or maybe geylang? but no all aunties i think

but if u dont mind old pussy haha

4:17pmDickson

u know porn

4:17pmCandice

ya my friend

he's funny

4:18pmDickson

u see porn before

4:18pmCandice

oh i meet him once in a while

4:20pmDickson

want to sex or come to my house and see dvd of porn

4:22pmCandice

well i have my own collection toooz

4:24pmDickson

want to sex

4:25pmCandice

call ya when im 85

---

Okay then he totally stopped replying me and I'm pissed. He started the convo first and he stopped, he got me in the mood of erm replying shitz and cut me off like that.

Better

2010-01-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

Posted to SP: Biotechnology. (2nd choice)
Stop asking me, lol.

Called Sp, they won't accept me for biomed.
Of cause won't accept an 11 pointer to degrade their 9COP for Biomed.

My dream course was: Vet.
But due to family prob, i didnt put tht course.
So since I cnnt get into my dream course,
I must of couse get into smth that can interest me as much as vet and also $. -.-
Damn SP's biomed! Damn Damn Damn.

Appeal for NYP Molecular Biotechnology which specialises in Biomed.
They must accept me, if not i spam NYP's Hotline. :(

Effing Screwed

2010-01-27T19:48:00.005+08:00

I feel screwed now. I make someone feel bad.
I feel uber guilty like I killed some1. I feel so damn awkward when I'm with some1.
I didn't get into the course I want, damn damn damn.
I organised something screwed, why the hell did I ALLOW that in the first place.
Chalet demands more money from a stupid broken chair, seriously fuck. -.-
My dad is on his way home. I need to appeal. And I hope I get in. :(
I need to appeal. And I hope I get in. :( I need to appeal. And I hope I get in. :(
OR should I even appeal? Fuck.

I didn't call for him to come but I did regret that he came.
I don't know why I ALLOWED the out-of-clique people here, since chalet was meant for only US.
Why candice? Why u let this happen?
Why u make things srewed yrself?
Why candice? WHY?

I love my doggie banner!!!

2010-01-24T20:29:00.005+08:00

My dad's here to stay (last minute) and I have the chalet thing crash zzz....

So find it quite un-meaningful if my point of going to chalet is not fufiled, I'd rather stay @ home with daddi right. :(
People are disappointing meee.
Well the chalet is booked anyway with my money so -.-ZZZZZZ

Tdy I woke up @ 2pm. Slept for around 12 hours hehe.
Then I continued with the layouts and ta-da and 90% done.
Dad gave me some USEFUL tips about manning of own business.
Well doing business is about taking risks right?
Okay I want to try, and my babes r with me yea!
Well u're thinking why the hell wld my dad knw anything, hahaha he business man hor mai siao siao.
Ok my poor gangster dad is down with stomach flu I think -.-
He ate too much. The day he came, he consumed many SG's delicacies.
Can see his stomach quite round and big.

Many people are falling sick, all take care.
I hope u all can make it 2 chalet!!!
I hope I will have a good time during chalet.

Signing off with apple.mm~

PS: ANY1 WANNA GO BODYWORLD AND E2MAX? HAHA

IRONIC

2010-01-20T14:56:00.003+08:00

I emailed BBQWholesale for their bank account number so I can do transfer...
Guess what they replied: Hi I'm currently on leave and will be back to work on 21 Jan.
LOL?

-

It's all about initiative.
There is no excuses for that.
What so difficult about checking your calendar, picking up your mobile and simply just send a text.
You can do that even when you're in the loo right.
So the ugly truth is: You're not interested.

Keeping in contact isn't that easy if it's one-sided.
Forgive me for what is written but its been on my mind for very long.
I'm not referring to anyone.

A Bichon

2010-01-20T13:49:00.002+08:00

Going On the Road by ~holdyourhorses on deviant ART

BaileyRAWR by ~FeartheKumquat on deviant ART

Cutie Pie Right.

My Beautiful Bedhead

2010-01-17T14:50:00.003+08:00

Today is joining of Facebook Groups Day, for me.
There's this few particular groups that I love the most!

> Slowly as the years go on you lose friends you never thought you would.

"We still live in the same town, well, don't we? But I don't see you around anymore. I go to all the same places, not even a trace of you.. Your days are numbered at 24. And I'm getting bored waiting round for you, We're not getting any younger, and I Won't look back 'cause there's no use It's time to move forward!" ♥

> Looking at old photos and thinking how much things have changed.

> Random laughter when remembering something.

> I can never finish my eraser cause I always lose it or gets stolen!

> Why is Monday so far away from Friday, and Friday so bloody close to Monday.

Join with me! :D